One day Ill find relief

Ill be arrived

And Ill be a friend to my friends

Who know how to be friends



One day Ill be at peace

Ill be enlightened

And Ill be married with children

And maybe adopt



One day I will be healed

I will gather my wounds

Forge the end of tragic comedy



I have been running so sweaty my whole life

Urgent for a finish line

And I have been missing the rapture this whole time

Of being forever incomplete



One day my mind will retreat

And Ill know God

And Ill be constantly one

With her night dusk and day



One day Ill be secure

Like the women I see

On their 30th anniversaries



I have been running so sweaty my whole life

Urgent for a finish line

And I have been missing the rapture this whole time

Of being forever incomplete



Ever unfolding

Ever expanding

Ever adventurous

And torturous

But never done



One day I will speak freely

Ill be less afraid

And measured outside of my poems

And lyrics and art



One day I will be faith-filled

Ill be trusting and spacious

Authentic and grounded

And whole



I have been running so sweaty my whole life

Urgent for a finish line

And I have been missing the rapture this whole time

Of being forever incomplete